Recklessness and stupidity

I've realised a lot of things about myself in the last week or so. Firstly, I really need to start going to the gym again, because I've developed a liking for burgers. I refuse not to eat the things I like, so to make up for it, I make sure I'm doing enough exercise. I'm no slob.

Secondly, I just can't talk to guys. This will bug me for a long time now. The thing is, once they know you like them, it's alright, because you're not a total idiot all the time (well you are but they at least know why). I'm not doing well so far.

Thirdly, if I don't do homework, no matter what I'm doing I do get a bit bored eventually. Which kind of sucks. Today I had the fucked up experience priviledge of having to restart a piece of homework after an hour's work, because I hadn't read the question properly. Sometimes I hate myself enough to restrict chocolate. Turns out, the essay wasn't on criminal liability, it was... Well, the title is "The term recklessness plays a vital role in determining criminal liability, yet its meaning appears uncertain. Critically analyse the meaning of the term recklessness in criminal law".

That is painful.

Fourthly, school takes it outta me. I'm dying. I'm so tired every weekday evening, sometimes I go to bed at nine. I find myself looking at the clock at seven thirty and thinking, "Would it be socially acceptable to say goodnight now?" Of course it wouldn't. I refuse to go to bed that early unless I'm ill. Unfortunately (or not, depending on how you look at it), I am almost never ill. I wish I were ill a little more often; it's so peaceful in my room during the day. There is, however, one major problem with sleeping when it's light outside. I can't. I like my room to be as close to pitch black as is possible before I sleep. I unplug everything except my alarm clock, and I plan to unplug that too once my bodyclock wakes me up at seven every morning. I'm looking forward to not relying on technical what-nots to wrench me from sugarplum dreams; I want to be capable of doing that myself.

I've been wanting a bit of change for a while now; I think I'll cut my hair soon. I know it's getting towards winter, but trust me, with this amount of head fluff, hats are difficult to find. Ones that fit comfortably, at least. Currently it's shoulder length. Dark, dark red. With a blonde streak (I was testing the dye for a friend. It blonded my hair more in ten minutes than it did hers in an hour and a half). I got completely rid of my old computer. SWEET! So much more room on my desk for porn mags homework and school books.

I'm going to go to bed, you know. Sorry for the boring post. To make up for it, watch this. It's hilarious :D

Happy reading, folks!

P.S. I'm loving this cross-through thing, useful. I could have a lot of fun with it... And I probably will.